...giving Isaac classes on how to be a music conductor
...playing Chopin to Isaac
... being sleepyheads together!
While one would typically be focussing on the baby, I thought I would tell you I really find great encouragement in the continual dedication yuan liang and you have for one another. Its just so refreshing and I pray that character would be unchanging as more "arrows" are added to your household!
1) As I was with Sze in the delivery room, a great sense of affection towards her seemed to overwhelm me as I witness what she had to go through.
2) The emergence of Isaac's head is a most miraculous event and hearing his first cry is sublimal. It took a while for me to realise the fact that this boy is my son(!) whom Sze has been carrying for the past 9 months...then it is this unconditional compassion and affection that you suddenly have for your son that comes flowing!
3) Enduring through the sleepless nights assisting with feeding, burping and changing diapers has been most trying for me...To me, it seems harder then doing a PhD. In London, I thought that the sleepless nights I had struggling with quantum theory had been bad but this seems even more trying...Here, you have a human life placed in your hands! But as for Sze, she seemed to possess this superhuman ability despite her relative physical weakness...maybe its the maternal instinct that God has gifted to all mothers!
4) Holding Isaac in my hands and telling him that I love him suddenly made me realise that maybe thats how God feels about us. God wants us to know but our limited human ability and stubborness makes it hard...and we will have to grow and learn through experience in order to appreciate His love more fully... Its the same for Isaac. For right now, he doesn't know that the people who love him are his parents.. but he will surely learn and understand as he grows up...
5) Suddenly, you appreciate your parents a lot more!
6) Anyway, I like his chinese name, 家乐 (pronounced as "Jia Le", which means "Joy of the Family".)
7) What always sticks to my mind is the scent of the newborn baby's head....(which is a lyric from a U2 song... "Freedom has a scent like the top of a newborn baby's head")... the first thing I did instinctively was to smell his head.
i looked like a orange whale tonight...hilarious!
No sign of baby yet, though i think he seems to be in the process of getting "engaged". Felt lots of movements and the tummy seems lower than before.
Gonna' get some sleep now.... there's still gyne appointment at 9am later today!! gulp!
[p/s: didn't win anything at the lucky draw during DND but had a good time.]
When Dr Lim came home: slightly drunk, very tired, but overjoyed & extremely relieved!!
p/s: Update (9 Sept) - Apparantly, the examiners liked his thesis so much that they suggested quite a few editorial refinements to it so that it can be even better and more comprehensive for publication on the internet archive for physics PhD thesis! So, this weekend shall see YL continue to slog over the thesis (post-exam!!) trying to "perfect" it!!
Prior to the viva: Forcing a smile after a sleepless night...
We went up the Malvern Hills today....YL could only drive up mid-way and we have to track up to the summit.
After a very good lunch of gourmet beef burger at a local hotel, YL drove to the nearest carpark. We then tracked very slowly through a gentle gradient track, as I was feeling rather heavy (due to the yummy lunch and ever-growing Bambino). The hike was well worth it when we reach the summits. We could see Wales on one side and on the other side we could see England. It was beautiful! :)
Prayers are very important for pain relief, but endorphins created by a yummy meal may also help! :)
My dear Bambino,
After much thoughts and prayers, I have decided to name you Isaac because I want you to appreciate laughter. You are a miracle and a sign from God that He is faithful to His promises to me and your mummy. God will do incredible things for us and through us, so much so that people will rejoice and laugh with what will happen. (Gen 21:6)
"It is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned. In other words, it is not the natural children who are God's children, but it is the children of the promise who are regarded as Abraham's offspring." Romans 9:7-8. In the bible, Issac is a child of promise from God to Abraham. And you are a promise from God to me... I hadn't told your mummy this before, but I did prayed for a son as my first-born. :)
I pray that you would be joyful and bring laughter to many people.
I would love you to grow up happily and, God willing, even have a quirky sense of humour!
And so, your name shall be Issac Lim or Yitzkhak Lim, whichever you prefer to call yourself! :)With all my love,
Daddy
p/s: Amen!! May our journeys with one another as a family and with God be always filled with much love, much joy and much laughter, in all circumstances... Love, Mummy. :)
pps: This post was posted whilst your Daddy was helping mummy to squash bananas to bake banana loaf again, closed to midnight!! Daddy loves to eat banana loaf for breakfast! :)
YL will soon follow-up with a short entry on his reasons for choosing to name Bambino 'Isaac'.
:)
Documenting our journeys together as a family...
Documenting our journeys together as a family...